It’s been really long…
Your absence has made my heart hurt,
and now there are tears
that cannot be held back from falling.
What I always see, is that there are reasons,
and that is why it’s always the wrong timing.
It’s been really long…
Your memories
that have been the seeds of my poems,
My worries for you and my concerns about you,
In the same chamber, there are my thoughts
that carry you with grace and in the dreams that you own
a very special place.
Your wonderful words and actions
that are deeply engraved on the walls of my heart, forever.
With this collection in my mind,
it has always made me feel
as if you are just around me.
It’s been really long…
Your absence has been felt
like the darkness before the death,
Like how dreadful it will be to have
a day without sunshine on this earth.
It’s been really long…
I know that it is said, out of sight is out of mind.
but that can never be, in your case.
Your absence is what leaves me fragmented.
The more absence of you that is felt,
the more my sad mind happens to get agitated.
Making it every time more difficult
to gather those scattered pieces of me.
Let my heart take some time to oversee,
To treasure you more as the beautiful reminiscence now,
than to desire the impossible,
for you to be there in the present with me,
Without keeping any further reservations
As this is the only anchor I see.
Acceptance that the past
is the only place where we can be,
together just you and just me.
Maybe… that conformity
will however land me to the shore
And not let me drown… in the gloomy sad sea!